Somehow this few days.. I feel.. " some sort of vague disaffection, a self rebellion" i call it.. As if there was smthg missing in my life.. there's smthg i have to pursue.. but logic got the better of me and it makes me wonder if that would be the right option to choose.. My heart tells me to do one thing, yet my mind tells me to do another.. which m i to chooose..

my heart.


by there is still this niggling doubt tugging away at me.. if it were the right thing to do.. or perhaps.. would my dream ever come true? or would it be juz an immature childhood dream never to succeed?

i ask myself.