i think i might just get a U this time round.

been doing maths since 4pm till now and i'm dyingggg now i know what joel means after every maths lecture when he says that -.-

I HATE MATH OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously




u know the feeling when the whole period of time, numbers suddenly seem so foreign to you? yea thats the feeling... i was staring at a differential equation for 10minutes think what the hell is that zzz

yea its that bad arhhh..


and doing all that revision just made me realise why the hell in the first place i took maths as a H2.. its the only subject that gives me that confounded headache from time to time (most of the time) and only on the rare occasions some inner mathematician in me surfaces and scrapes me thru SOME of the tests...


and the rest of the time, countless of brain cells are needlessly martyred over the complexities of this confounding set of numbers and what-nots... that could have been better spent on other subjs.. yess.. content subjs like econs. and even a SCIENCE subj like chem ... anyday man...


but since the decision was already made a yr back... no choice but to stick with it... and for the first time in my life i might actually go against my principle to get a freaking tuition teacher (in case you guys dunno i'm horrified at the notion of paying money for extra homework chucked at you) for maths... just to spare myself from the whitewash clogging up my brain on the eve of the exam.. if theres one thing i like bout maths, its probability.. seriously.. what better than pure simple chance then confounding deriavatives of arbitary what-nots and unknowns?


gosh


thank goodness i'm done "looking" thru most of the topics ... leaving myself with vectors and probability.


if theres one thing i like bout maths, its probability.. seriously.. what better than pure simple chance then confounding deriavatives of arbitary what-nots and unknowns?

as for vectors... have i told you guys how much i suck at all the "directions" stuff? hence, Never ask me what direction to go next, i'll just randomly walk in the direction that looks the best.. -_-

and forget bout magnitude. i still hold the belief that clarke quay is nearer to victoria concert hall than VCH is to city hall cause i get to walk the nice breezy Singapore River on the first route. so there.

(now if only there was blogging for an exam...)