omg i think i just wanna slam my head on the table. -.-

forget it. being direct is the best way i guess.

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1) concert prac tmr at laselle tmr
2) did some catching up on maths today
3) i'm kinda excited for the coming "holidays" where i get to study for 8hrs straight.
4) i signed up for my first consultation of the year. incidentally my first lit consultation in jc life.
5) the band room is becoming my 2nd home.
6) i'm running out of things to practice. back to fundementals.
7) Zi's NS-ing on fri. gd luck


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did a self reflection thing i had to do for TM. doing that lame and corny thing (which i thought i was initially) really led me to discover some things myself.. then i only really realise it after i thought about it. ( so maybe it isnt corny after all! )

Greatest achievement:

Achieving Decent Enough Promotional Results and proving that i can have the best of both worlds to the people around me

Lesson learnt:

If you really want that something hard enough. The world will change for you to achieve that. It just depends on how you look at it.

Worst failure:

Failing to perform up to expectations on alfred reed's concerto

Lesson learnt:

There's a limit to how far you can push yourself. But that doesnt mean you cant try and do the best you can. at least i can now. (or at least, i hope)

An important decision i have had to make:

Whether to take up this mixed path of juggling my academics and playing music on a permanent basis for this 2 yrs.

Lesson learnt:

I can stretch myself much more than i thought i could

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you guys ought to try it out. maybe u might discover something about yourself that u have placed at the back of your mind before.

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right, back to stretching myself again or that precarious balance i'm at would tilt in light of the coming MBTs. (which could well mean the end of TM if i don't work hard enough)

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so there we are again.

meeting the expectations people have of you as well as the expectations i laid out for myself.

welcome to the real world :)