Rush to Wait. Wait to Rush

wow. it's been 2wks.

the past 3weeks. i dare say are the most memorable of my whole BMT experience.

aside from experiencing the mindboggling effeciency of the organisation as aptly described in the title, saw stuff, realised stuff. yeah..

the Wayangs, i'm quite okay with them. what really irks me, are those that cannot stand on their two feet, those that want to give up even though they are much more physically capable, those who insist that their pain/tiredness is too much to bear, to continue. army really does force the hidden persona within everybody out, how everybody reacts to extreme fatigue and all.

i don't know, it disgusts me.

and then there's all that brotherhood-ish thingy that goes on. you know how people always complain how guys seem to talk bout army all the time, whole army buddies seem to be immensely close, friends for life, i truly know why.

anyhow, many things have happened which have definitely pushed me to my physical and mental limit.

not that it's bad of course. (neither exactly fine and dandy of course, i swear my thigh muscles havent been properly regenerated for the past 2 wks)

it's interesting

and for now. i'm freaking tired.

and there's 4days of relaxation. at least, for most of it.

oh.

blisters abound on my feet.

PS: vocations are starting to perturb me.

ouch.

all in all.

yes bmt is helluva experience, love it or hate it, it's definitely one valuable one.