there's just so many things

do you know what is torment?

torment is being all cheery and happy when thats the last thing you want to be,

torment is acting like everything is alright when it never was,

torment is holding back when you really just want to get it out of you,

torment is behaving as if the person didnt matter when the person really did,

so painfully,

doing so.

~


in other news,

went with jom, kc, sk, and gw to botanical gardens for a picnic.

notes to self: have to find that awesome gardenia bread that kc recommended which was so awesome i can eat it by itself.

bumped into some german tourists wandering about the gardens, and being local friendly youths of singapore, (unlike the freaking irritating stereotypes that label youths to be uncouth, loud, illmannered, and oh-definitely-not-an-image-we-want-to-project-of-Sg), chitchatted with them abit about their country and recommended some places for them to visit in singapore. and we shared some food with them, which actually was some melted chocolate which was really unfortunate cause everything else was really awesome, pity we just happened to be finishing up the chocolate when we were chatting.

went to ccab to practice after that.

ouch. hands are real sore now.

there, till then, then.

(and i really ought to memorise the COG pieces asap.)