guilt-wrecked
right. pretty filled up day.
morning: actually supposed to go to janson's house with classmates for some swim 'n' gym but turned out all pangsehed jim and hence. he came to my house to chill till chem postmortem.. and we played pudge wars.. HAHAHAHA
right.
afternoon.
chem lecture was.. er. ok. well at least i know i'd most probably fail. but either if i pass or fail it still means the same, that i could have done better since obviously the questions that were went thru by the lecturers were wayyyy do-able. IF i studied sufficiently.
oh some of the chem lecturer's voices are painful.. that jarring sound against the ear. maybe its the mic volume.. but yea.. =X
anyhow, went shopping with exco and Mzz O at shengsiong like a coupa of aunties looking for bargains.. And we still have to exceed budget T.T lucky it wasnt alot so yea..
absorb absorb..
went over to jannah's house pick off where we left off for band camp. and had to leave halfway cause of reh. again.
on one side i couldnt stay to do what i ought to have been doing.
on the other side, we agreed to start at 730. but then i was late and it was quite... nvm.
u cant have the best of both worlds yea.
anyway yea.
on the mrt ride to laselle was kinda emo-ish. i actually prefer to consider it reflective or smthg... ah yes contemplative.
so anyway. i was listening to a playlist from my sec sch days and i realised i'm getting more emotionally moved with every single music with each passing day..
in the past i used to listen to the music, just like that. maybe feeling a lil' but it was no more then the dot. and i couldnt never fathom how people could cry, could kill themselves, or maybe to laugh like no tomorrow, or to be so exalted and all.
but now i can.
well fyi my favourite genre in sec sch was my "metal" phase. seriously all things metal, i like. and hence my playlist was simply just filled with the likes of lamb of god, iron maiden, metallica, bullet for my valentime and so on. and i felt. so much. just from the metal songs? the anguish they were conveying, the bitter hurt, the resentment against society, against life. it was so much.
and i thought back to how beethoven's funeral march made me tear.
how la forza tugged at my strings,
how the grandioso of overture ( EVEN OVERTURE ) just filled me with that glorious expanding feeling
it was way more than how i felt music, how i viewed music in the past.
in a sense i could say i have grown to be more sensitive. i could feel the changes.
first its the feelings and the emotions brought out.
and then it was the details. as i said metal. in the past i let some of my YO friends listen to the likes of iron maiden and they were telling me abt the repetitive diatonic bass chords and the pentatonic scale the lead guitar was playing at. and i was like o.O wth?
but now i get it.. i was listening to i'm not okay by MCR and ( yes its all the "complex" messy sounds ) i could freaking hear every single part magnified!! okay maybe not to the extent of telling u the exact chords. but i could actually identify the presence of such chords. the tone the texture. everything!
its kinda cool. im happy for that :) makes listening to old music from a whole new perspective altogether. wonderful :)
right anyway. marimba spiritual was kinda awesome, the slow bit.. really spazzzyyy
u know those types where contemporary percussionists randomly play stuff reaaalll slow and look all emoish? there u got it.
loving it sia..
and thank goodness the other players know how to chill well and was like.. " eh you reach alr??? we still eating siaaaa" quite comforted knowing that they purposely add a lot slower today.. and ended like 1030-ish... -.-
but yea its cool.
and JOMEL was in MJ hHAHAHA to "see" her junior LOL (shant expose the details for fear of "OIIIWENG!!!!" )
and someone actually thought JOMEL is a guy HAHAAHAHAH
ok nvm aha
@,:)
right band camp TMR~
and *horrors* i wont be updating for 2days in a row... gosh thats like unheard of since japan trip?? LOL
right thats all for today :D
ahhh yess.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOMEL! :D
morning: actually supposed to go to janson's house with classmates for some swim 'n' gym but turned out all pangsehed jim and hence. he came to my house to chill till chem postmortem.. and we played pudge wars.. HAHAHAHA
right.
afternoon.
chem lecture was.. er. ok. well at least i know i'd most probably fail. but either if i pass or fail it still means the same, that i could have done better since obviously the questions that were went thru by the lecturers were wayyyy do-able. IF i studied sufficiently.
oh some of the chem lecturer's voices are painful.. that jarring sound against the ear. maybe its the mic volume.. but yea.. =X
anyhow, went shopping with exco and Mzz O at shengsiong like a coupa of aunties looking for bargains.. And we still have to exceed budget T.T lucky it wasnt alot so yea..
absorb absorb..
went over to jannah's house pick off where we left off for band camp. and had to leave halfway cause of reh. again.
on one side i couldnt stay to do what i ought to have been doing.
on the other side, we agreed to start at 730. but then i was late and it was quite... nvm.
u cant have the best of both worlds yea.
anyway yea.
on the mrt ride to laselle was kinda emo-ish. i actually prefer to consider it reflective or smthg... ah yes contemplative.
so anyway. i was listening to a playlist from my sec sch days and i realised i'm getting more emotionally moved with every single music with each passing day..
in the past i used to listen to the music, just like that. maybe feeling a lil' but it was no more then the dot. and i couldnt never fathom how people could cry, could kill themselves, or maybe to laugh like no tomorrow, or to be so exalted and all.
but now i can.
well fyi my favourite genre in sec sch was my "metal" phase. seriously all things metal, i like. and hence my playlist was simply just filled with the likes of lamb of god, iron maiden, metallica, bullet for my valentime and so on. and i felt. so much. just from the metal songs? the anguish they were conveying, the bitter hurt, the resentment against society, against life. it was so much.
and i thought back to how beethoven's funeral march made me tear.
how la forza tugged at my strings,
how the grandioso of overture ( EVEN OVERTURE ) just filled me with that glorious expanding feeling
it was way more than how i felt music, how i viewed music in the past.
in a sense i could say i have grown to be more sensitive. i could feel the changes.
first its the feelings and the emotions brought out.
and then it was the details. as i said metal. in the past i let some of my YO friends listen to the likes of iron maiden and they were telling me abt the repetitive diatonic bass chords and the pentatonic scale the lead guitar was playing at. and i was like o.O wth?
but now i get it.. i was listening to i'm not okay by MCR and ( yes its all the "complex" messy sounds ) i could freaking hear every single part magnified!! okay maybe not to the extent of telling u the exact chords. but i could actually identify the presence of such chords. the tone the texture. everything!
its kinda cool. im happy for that :) makes listening to old music from a whole new perspective altogether. wonderful :)
right anyway. marimba spiritual was kinda awesome, the slow bit.. really spazzzyyy
u know those types where contemporary percussionists randomly play stuff reaaalll slow and look all emoish? there u got it.
loving it sia..
and thank goodness the other players know how to chill well and was like.. " eh you reach alr??? we still eating siaaaa" quite comforted knowing that they purposely add a lot slower today.. and ended like 1030-ish... -.-
but yea its cool.
and JOMEL was in MJ hHAHAHA to "see" her junior LOL (shant expose the details for fear of "OIIIWENG!!!!" )
and someone actually thought JOMEL is a guy HAHAAHAHAH
ok nvm aha
@,:)
right band camp TMR~
and *horrors* i wont be updating for 2days in a row... gosh thats like unheard of since japan trip?? LOL
right thats all for today :D
ahhh yess.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOMEL! :D
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