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Dis-Soul-ution

Daniel loves his friends, his family, his life regardless of the shit he says sometimes. Oh and he loves his music. Like alot. seriously.

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Daniel
In the Army right now, after 12 years of the oh so fabulous education system. Loving it or not? Well there are times..

He appreciates people who have some extent of wit and conversational ability cause he'll die without it. He can get down at times too, when not being a (almost)full-time energy bunny.

Yep thats Daniel for you.

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Adieu, my friends.

-skepcrit-

Sunday, September 23, 2007

A doctors plea to care for the dying.

just read this article on the sunday times. somehow, this article sturck a chord in me. Read it and i hope it will do the same to you.

the first thing that realli make me do some thinking was the 'comfort care', about situations where doctors give an overdose of drugs to a patient with the intent of relieving pain and providing comfort, fully knowing that it will cause death. This grey area in law and medical science, between the 2 shores of Euthanasia and the Hippocratic Oath.


Hippocratic Oath ( modern version )

I swear by Apollo Physician and Asclepius and Hygieia and Panaceia and all the gods and goddesses, making them my witnesses, that I will fulfill according to my ability and judgment this oath and this covenant:
To hold him who has taught me this art as equal to my parents and to live my life in partnership with him, and if he is in need of money to give him a share of mine, and to regard his offspring as equal to my brothers in male lineage and to teach them this art - if they desire to learn it - without fee and covenant; to give a share of precepts and oral instruction and all the other learning to my sons and to the sons of him who has instructed me and to pupils who have signed the covenant and have taken an oath according to the medical law, but no one else.
I will apply dietetic measures for the benefit of the sick according to my ability and judgment; I will keep them from harm and injustice.
I will neither give a deadly drug to anybody who asked for it, nor will I make a suggestion to this effect. Similarly I will not give to a woman an abortive remedy. In purity and holiness I will guard my life and my art.
I will not use the knife, not even on sufferers from stone, but will withdraw in favor of such men as are engaged in this work.
Whatever houses I may visit, I will come for the benefit of the sick, remaining free of all intentional injustice, of all mischief and in particular of sexual relations with both female and male persons, be they free or slaves.
What I may see or hear in the course of the treatment or even outside of the treatment in regard to the life of men, which on no account one must spread abroad, I will keep to myself, holding such things shameful to be spoken about.
If I fulfill this oath and do not violate it, may it be granted to me to enjoy life and art, being honored with fame among all men for all time to come; if I transgress it and swear falsely, may the opposite of all this be my lot.

from wiki.


These is where grey areas are formed:

To practice and prescribe to the best of my ability for the good of my patients, and to try to avoid harming them. This beneficial intention is the purpose of the physician.


therefore, if u catch my drift, by prescribing an overdose of drugs, the doctors are kiping to the oath of prescriving for the good of my patients ( comfort ). yet in a way, they seem to have violate the oath of avoiding to harm them.

Thus many have judged the morality of the stiuation with the intent of the doctor. If it was intent to relieve pain and provide comfort, it is morally correct, yet if it were otherwise, then it is wrong.

Well the person i would pity the most in that situation is the doctor of having to try as much to fufil the patients wishes, be at conflict wth his own morality and oso wth the law of the state. The dilemma of relieving pain when it could be deliberately killing, or prolonging suffering when it could be waiting for that small ray of hope to shine through.

For me, yes i m supportive of euthanasia but it simply muz be a case by case basis. But still, when the time comes if i had ever to decide, i may not even b able to decide, such is the dilemma, so huge, that I m juz unable to grasp fully.

Well if i seem to b speaking incoherently and without sense, then pardon me cuz i juz wanna get these off my back.

the second thing i wanna talk about is the qoute at the end of the article, that dying is the hardest thing to do.

have u ever thot that when u die, how is it gonna b lyk, or perhaps the feeling of leaving your family and friends forever, or the second where u close your eyes for the final time. wad would it be lyk? n to no offence, among all these religious sayings of afterlife, deep down in my heart, logic still takes hold of me and i ask myself, wad will it be lyk, when time moves on and the chapter of your life ceases?

o well. juz read this article man. its great.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

uniformity. how wunderful.

No i said once i wont complain on this blog. but for this i will make an exception.

Wad is the country breeding? Some say i generation of uncouth young people, with bad mannerisms and attitude; i say a generation of cyber warriors, living only to 'shoot' people wth their fones and under the guise of anonymity, post them online, or worse send them to schs. Do they gain primal pleasure to c people suffer for their actions?

Yes they may say we disgrace the school's image. That is correct. we R indeed wrong, to a certain extent. lets not push the blame so quickly onto the students. does people taking these fotos, have u ever heard of the desire to fit in? Have u ever felt ostracized juz becuz u dun dress the same way as others? Lets face it, outward appearance matters a lot more than we tink in the real world.

Dun u have better things to do than takin pictures of students? Besides, cant you juz go up to the student and tell him what you tink instead of going to SOME MUCH OF A TROUBLE so as to take the foto, upload the foto, post the foto, write a letter accompanying the foto? Or is it that you juz dun wan to show your face?

Lets face it, we have all been bitten by the conformity bug. Give us some slack, wont u?

besides u pple say in the office, in the working class, pple tuck in their shirts. Yes that is true, but in the office, when u have ur shirt prim and proper, u look PROFESSIONAL. In sch, u basically look superbly uptight, prim and, yes, proper. In other words, NERD. So can u blame students for juz wanting to fit in? Alright, i dun mean to the extent of making trouble in public places. but i lil' shirt tucking out, cant u juz remind the person to tuck in? Do u have to publicly shame the person by send ing that incriminating evidence to sch?

And seriously, pple hu want to look for wad students tink abt this ( as they dun have the right to speak out in sch, they juz get punished eventually for speaking out ), lemme help u


School, Uniform, CCHMS ( oh its juz a random acronym.. ), breaking rules, Camera phones.. yadayada..

oh wadeva.

Sunday, September 16, 2007



Just stumbled upon a cool website.. interpretation based on how u draw a house.. go and try it.. its fun..

http://www.drawahouse.com/ go and try! after trying then c my house.. ha!


http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=546493&houseHash=ecefd790d43ccd9d9a854b1b3c75bcde
Somehow this few days.. I feel.. " some sort of vague disaffection, a self rebellion" i call it.. As if there was smthg missing in my life.. there's smthg i have to pursue.. but logic got the better of me and it makes me wonder if that would be the right option to choose.. My heart tells me to do one thing, yet my mind tells me to do another.. which m i to chooose..

my heart.


by there is still this niggling doubt tugging away at me.. if it were the right thing to do.. or perhaps.. would my dream ever come true? or would it be juz an immature childhood dream never to succeed?

i ask myself.

Friday, September 7, 2007

Time seems to be rushing out on me. So many things to do, so lil' time. But i cant help but let my mind wander sometimes, cant help but let myself relax sometimes.

So what now? Life is an eternal struggle for time. What to do? So we just rush, rush, and rush, but if we only take time to just stop. And look around you; appreciate the wonders that are happening. Cherish every second as your last. Rush, when u nid to. Stop, when it is time to. Maybe only then, will you be able to live life to the fullest.
What u say affects me more than u tink it does

What u do affects me more than u tink it does

What i c frm u affects me more than u tink it does

Pain, Fear, Sorrow, Melancholy, Bitter, Cold

I feel. for friends. I do. for enemies. I dont. Cuz i have no enemies. or rather, i dun lyk to have enemies.

So pls, be happy, u never noe who u else u may be affecting and how many people, feels the same pain u feel, the sorrow u feel, deep in your heart.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

TD fever

more TD!!!!

http://www.gameshot.org?id=1668

(bloons TD.. i juz cnt get pass it..)

http://www.candystand.com/uk/play.do?id=18048

(not bad.. pretty cool graphics.. )

-join the TD craze haha..-

(jh,th and me r currently addicted,,)

Sunday, September 2, 2007

alrite, due to popular demand, i present to you, more silly games that are BOUND TO BE ADDICTIVE.


http://www.ninjakiwi.com/bloons.html

be warned, u wont rest till u completed it =) may waste a minimum of half hr of your time.

http://ninjakiwi.com/morebloons.html

this, is if u havent had enuff of the previous game.


http://www.armorgames.com/games/paintballthegame_popup.html

and this, is another game, and guranteed to be addictive.


Proudly presented to you by addict =)
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( ok there isnt such a link, but if you went ahead and clicked it.. pls do leave a comment, cuz i wan to find out how many clicked it.. HAH!)

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ok the name sounds stupid.. but there is realli such a site!!




so cheerios!! and happy playing, and dun forget to study haha
smetimes, my older close relation to me by 2yrs, (1 and hlf yr to be exact)can really by forked-up and juz be a synonym equivilent of a donkey or mule. He lyks to : pour oil on fire, spite anger, purpsely wan to make me fight back wth silly lil' actions to spite me, regard himself high and mighty, basically juz to make him feel more superior to me.

but dose silly antics he gets up to realli surprises me and the level of stupidity he has attained. Really.



(disclaimer: this was spoken by my imaginary half and has nothing to do wth the real me, so pls do not resort to silly antics to spite me further becuz of this)
I dunno whats their prob.

they talk bout communication, they talk abt hearing each other out, they talk bout daring to speak out, they talk bout questioning, but to what avail?


Take my parents, i tell them smthg they dun lyk, their faces go stony. i give reasons to support my stand, and if they still tink they are right, they go explaining their stand and the minute i rebutt their stand, they say i lyk to talk back, n have bad attitude. If they tink my reasons are plausible, they go ok, but wth bad mood all the same. If I do that, they say wipe that stupid attitude of your face.


Take other scenarios, i wrote a letter to a certain organisation. They were all nice and say gd to speakout, but in the end, what i said juz passed by unnoticed, as if invisible, if not, maybe sme unspoken mark has been put down on my name as a future troublemaker. Wow.. talk about rights and speaking out.

I recent mvie realli impacted me, but it was in a form of a quote. In the real world out there, u may lyk to stand out individually, but the wolves around you travel as a pack, and dun lyk individuals. The minute you are alone, they hunt for you, and you get brought down.

So much for speaking alot and standing by your own rights.